chantellevictoria95

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Skeeeewl is boring nbd.

Kso there’s a boii. I’m startting to like him but he’s off limits. This alwaaays happens to mee. But whaatever, forever alone 3

Age: 15

Sex: Female

Label yourself (prep, goth, druggie, weirdo, etc.): in my own world

How long have you been cutting?:  5-6 years.

Favorite tool?: razor blade

Where (place) do you cut? (school, home, etc.)  My room

Do you have to hide your whole arm(s) (wrists,forearms,& upper arms etc) i have to hide them so i dont get in trouble for it, bc if i do.. i just do it more.

 What’s your favorite excuse to use when someone asks about a cut? i tell them i cut and if they wanna say shit behind my back about it to go fuckk themselves  

 Have you ever been hospitalized because of your cutting? Yes. also for suicide attempts

Off the top of your head, about how many scars do you have?:  at LEAST a 1000 or more. 

Do you have (diagnosed) depression, and/or bipolar/bpd?:Major depression, bipolar and anxiety.

Who knows you cut? Hardley anyone. they all think i stopped.

Have you ever been caught cutting? No. 

 Have your parents ever confronted you about a bloody sleeve, or towel? No.

Did you have a good childhood? 0-6 years - yes

6-8 - not really

8-13 hell. 

Why do you cut? Its an addiction even if nothings going on i still want to bc of the addiction

Have you ever talked to a therapist or counselor? Yes.

Do you want to stop cutting (but can’t because of addiction)? Nawh its who i am.

Do you like cutting? Yes.

How many times have you tried to complete suicide? Quite a few times.

What are your views on cutting, and other self-injury? If thats what someone wants to do with their life, let themm.

Do you like watching movies with self-injury? Yes it makes me feel like im not the only one. 

Do you like looking at pictures of self-injury? Yepp.

Do you sometimes envy other people? (non-self-injurers) Who doesnt envy these days.

Have you ever taken any pictures of your cuts/scars? never

Do you want to die? sometimes i think about whats the point of living if im slowly killing myself anyways. .

Have you ever done a school assignment on cutting, or self-injury? yes.

What do you like to listen to while cutting/depression/etc.? Whatever music im listtening to. normally simple plan.

Have you ever needed stitches from cutting? Never. 

Do you dream about cutting? Plenty.

What do you use to bandage your cuts? Duct tape and toilet paper.